ever wanted to give up on life?

[w1ngzer0]

pretty fat girls can lose weight and look good if you bang them for 3hrs everyday

ugh no you weirdo

[GlacierFreeze]

My self esteem says I can't get pretty fat girls lol hahah.

[w1ngzer0]

Life is depressing alot of times, but think of all the people that care for you and all the people that you care for. Why give up on such a great adventure, and if anything, such a great opportunity to live life here in the greatest country on earth. Maybe you should move and get away from anything and everything that is getting you down. Move to a different state with a different car and different house. There is an entire world out there just waiting, dont waste it!

well i am thinking of moving to JDM land or the east coast

[GlacierFreeze]

I thought about just packing up and moving off somewhere I've never been before, but I lack the money or skills/degrees to do it right now. I'll have my degree after this coming spring semester so maybe then heh.

[jdmfreak]

well i am thinking of moving to JDM land or the east coast

JDM Land? So you're comin to NY?

[w1ngzer0]

lol. JDM = japan

[squeefoo]

because when I do meet someone, it will be even more special.

Thats what I'm doing too, good chicks are hard to find, it's the hunt for the good one -you'll know when she's there. If you try to find her she'll hide so don't care. Then she'll find you, thats how they work, but you gotta circulate to get found. Yeah I know I should take my own advice more often and go out so she can find me.

I sat in a field with a Gov't issue .45 in my hand for about 4 - 6 hours crying my *** off and just couldn't do it. I don't why I thought of it -cuz all I could think of was anything bad about me, " If you blow yourself away you never get to find out how good it gets" now you can be free cause in your mind you're already dead who cares what that last sh-t was -it's all free now, you're done with that, it's really that simple. A fresh life, I'm in charge now, f 'em all, start over, new you, stand back, it's on my terms now, everybody. EVERYBODY. I say f.u. to everybody now. Somebody looks at me I say to myself F.U. A- hole cause I started over when I wanted to die. Be nice to people because they don't matter now, most of them haven't wanted to die that bad, so they won't and can't understand, you have to keep it in your head, it's your new life so you can be nice. Go do what you want now, stuff that you haven't done - but wanted to - it doesn't matter anymore that was somebody else. Get it? Let me know when this sinks in. You'll find out how good it gets now. If this freaks you out fuk you. :ylsuper

[jdmfreak]

lol. JDM = japan

No Im pretty sure. I live in JDM Land. I should know.

j/k

[RedRum240]

I may be taking the easy way out but I just gave my 240 to my RL friend gonna decide what to do over the next 2 weeks. so much stress i go into a mode and my head shakes and I want to scream and run but I have nowhere to go.

[w1ngzer0]

sounds cool man. Speaking of that when my car runs fine i need to save up for a 2nd car. That won't really work eather becuase i can't have 2 vehicles at my parents house lol.

[Mr1der]

I may be taking the easy way out but I just gave my 240 to my RL friend gonna decide what to do over the next 2 weeks. so much stress i go into a mode and my head shakes and I want to scream and run but I have nowhere to go.

lemme ask you something homeboy, how old are you?

there's gonna be other people in the world that feel the same as you too. No one is ever truly alone, it may seem like it but you're not.

Lemme tell you something about pain too, pain is there to let you know you're still alive. You're not living if you don't feel pain.

I'm probably not gonna be able to help you any, when it comes down to it, you'll be your biggest help. Your here for bigger things then the bottom of a bottle or the business end of a barrel though.

[Jesda]

[w1ngzer0]

lol nice wrist bands there fruitcake

[jdmfreak]

LOL!

[huntin5L]

"In all mine years ive learned one thing, sometimes you just got to say what the fuc--?" Just laugh about it cause thats what life is all about ups and downs. You will get over your problems, just take it a day at a time. Earn some money by another 240 and build yourself a machine and go run some civics down. Guaranteed to put a smile on your face.

LOL WINGER WHERE THE HELL CAN I GET A SET OF THOSE WRISTBANDS.PROPS ON SPORTIN THOSE LOL

[SDRonEbay]

In the second grade, my best friend died of leukemia.Same year my childhood dog died.In 1993, one of my grandmothers died.In 1994, my girlfriend was murdered.In 1995, the aunt who raised my died suddenly.In 1996, my other grandmother passed.In 1997, my sister miscarried her first child.In 1999, my best friend died very suddenly.Same year, my wife had an affair.In 2000, my nephew who grew up as my brother died.Last year, my brother died.

You ask me if I've ever considered ending it all....sure I have.Why don't I? I wouldn't give Death the satisfaction. The way I figure it that bastard is gonna have a helluva fight on his hands when it's my turn. I enjoy my life to the fullest. I take a bad situation and literally laugh at it.

You know why I've gone through so much? God is grooming me for something BIG. Maybe you'll be there if you can hang.

And those wristbands are pretty funky. And not the good funk.

[w1ngzer0]

And those wristbands are pretty funky. And not the good funk.

lol

[Mr1der]

****in' a right man.

[w1ngzer0]

Also one thing i have learned about my depression is it isn't fair to compair one with the other. When i tried to think my depression was small and nothing compaired to this other person it would make me more depressed.