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Tue Aug 24, 2004 4:38 pm
you my friend suffer from depression. you just dont comprehend the meaning of it...i as well have the issue...losing your life-long best friend does that to you...i wanted to kill myself, but i knew i couldnt do it because i could never hurt my family and friends like that. No matter what happens, it should never be an option...
trust me though, i suffer from some fairly bad depression and a good dose of anxiety as well...(imagine sitting at breakfast, unable to eat because you feel nauseated...the reason? because you swear to god the first bite you take is gonna break a molar out and choke you"...no joke, that's what happened the alst time i ran out of medication...didnt eat for 3 meals straight...
anyways, go to a doctor, get some happy pills...be on with life...trust me it ameks a world of difference...for the first few months i couldnt believe the difference