well with our goverment trying to fight the never ending "war on drugs" i find myself affected by it daily.. i have 3 - 4 bulging disks in my lower back along with spinal stenosis.. basicly no doctor will operate and they have all told me that i have a back of a 60-year-old.. (im 18 years old) so as it is now no doctor around here will proscibe me any narcotic painkillers, i have tryed every non-narcotic painkiller in the book nothing helps, so i now have to drive to a doctor that is 2 hours away (one way) just so i can get some pain killers, because 90% of the doctors are too scared to proscribe painkillers, because of all the misuse of them and how they have been in the media so much (mainly oxycontin). now i have been on 10MG percocet for about 4 months now, i take this every 3 hours every day.. which is comes out to about 50 - 70MG a day depending on my pain.. but your tolerance goes up as your body becomes adjusted to the meds, i have asked my doctor to up the strenth or put me on somthing time release (the only form of oxycodone (percocet) that is time release is oxycontin) but she told me that "oxycontin is a wonderful drug and it works wondfuly for people that have your problem, but it is too much of a hot street drug that i cannot give it to you" so now i am back in pain and have to take meds all the time and always bring the bottle with me or i wont beable to drive, move around or stand up.. it angers me that kids go out and snort the oxycontin and die, then the media makes a big deal out of it so then people that are in pain cannot get it whats up with that? oh and u might be asking why dont i go to somthing other then oxycodone, that will be time released, well the reason why i wanna stay on the oxycodone is because for me it dosnt mess up my vision or screw with my reflexes, it just kills the pain and dosnt "space me out" so im still able to work and drive and do normal things... anyways, i just think its funny they barly say anything about heroin abuse or cocaine related deaths, but they keep hounding oxycontin, so people that are in pain cant get it.. sometimes the goverment and media makes me so angry..
anyways how it looks now ill probily be on narcotics for a long time to come, so next week im going to a diffrent doctor to see what they say, if maby there is somthing other then oxycontin i could take.. im not trying to "get high" off this stuff or anything, but if anyone that has cronic pain knows its horrable to be in pain all the time.. i cant even work on my car anymore

damn back O_o
i dont know where i was going with this, just had to release my anger... its frustrating to have to wake up at 6am to get to an 8am appointment.. damn junkies.. if u take pills to get "high" then knock it off damnit, the meds are made for a reason, but they arnt made to get high...
-tyler