Saw a plain envelope addressed to Lloyd (first name only) last night (sunday) in the saturday mail pile (keep this in mind). Like I said first name only, no return address, drive in place of the proper street listing of avenue for my street, zip was my cities other zip and not mine, and they miss wrote the house number and wrote over it correcting themselves. It was sent regular mail and local (I can read the first 3 digits of the postmark zip only as the stamp is faint)... That about covers the envelope..
For the letter its on yellow, non legal, top bound, micro-perferated paper, like it matters, but is odd
Adressed to me, with no adressees signature (no **** its anon)... All words are spelled correctly, which based on my interactions with some of you guys, makes them halfway intelligent, and without hesitation.Basically it states they were out with a friend, at a SPECIFIC adult club (non nude from my reasarch and info but still), and my girl was working there, and danced for thier friend... No clues as to the gender of the sender even, other then the handwriting which seems feminine due to the style, but is borderline. The style is 100% unique in almost all ways, even the numerical writings, and I will recognize it possibly 5 yrs down the line its that unique. The consistancy of the wring without hesistation is nearly flawless in its deviation, thus not a masked handwriting, but a true style.
Now the club mentioned is one I heard of a while back as my girls best friend has done work there, as thats what she does. She invited her to go down with her on one occasion I know of but declined, thus my rememberance of the club. Well that, and it sounded like a dive of a place from the name alone. My girl in the past has brought up doing that a few times to have me shoot it down firmly.
Thats the first hint of validity, to me..
Now for the past month we have been kinda seperated but still seeing each other, and I have been 100% honest with all my affairs (actions for the dim) to her. She has been sketchy as to her where abouts, but was 100% convincing she wanted to work it out, and has maintained commited.. Now keep in mind this is a 7.5 yr relationship with many trials and tribulations of life that goes with a commited long term relationship.
So some points I see are this. If the sender wrote it the next day, it would of had to be thursday, to get here on saturday. Either way it was sent thursday.. This means they would have had to see her wednesday night, if it was the next day. I feel a truely concerned individual would send one out the next day. That night I was at the shop with my best friend, and got a call about 8 from her saying she had to rescheduel our plans for the evening (nothing in stone just to meet up and hang out / do something), as she had to help her mother out. I didnt think nothing of it as it happens, and I was invitied by my friend and his girl to come over for diner.
That night, and for the most part before that (except for a few weeks prior) we where on good terms, working things out and all was well. Oh the previous night I had made plans to go to a movie with a female friend, prior to her calling and trying to make plans, so we had a little argument over it... This friend I had fooled around with briefly, but had stopped after getting on good terms with my girl again. So it could have been tuesday night, as a **** you type deal, thus giving the sender a day to get my info, which is logical.
Im getting off track but basically no one has my address, or knows my last name, which is why its not on the letter. Only person I can think of that has my last name and my written adress is my best friend, as it is in the computer in nissan, under bubba (lastname) with my correct address, and he was on vacation all last week thus not able to give out out to other friends of ours who visits those types of places. Plus if he did the address would be correct, and my last name on the letter so scratch those, and 80% of my friends who would get such info from him. Nor is my address listed in any books or online searches...
Now its not hard to see me driving around as I always am thus someone could spot my car at home. They would have made the effort to drive by and get the correct address, then go home write the letter and send it via mail. This vs dropping it in the mailbox or put it on my car, at night, takes some initiative.
Also because there isnt a misspelled word leads me to believe her friend didnt send it, out of spite or hate for me or whatever (possibly warning if she had any kindness in her), as she isnt all that bright... But who knows, as it did mention that club...
So um yeah there you have it, and with the evidence at hand I feel its real. Later I may call up the place and get a roster for tonight, hell take a drive about peak time to spot the car, or something. I may also see who was working wednesday night (got the supposed call name), saying I was too drunk to remember, and I would like to see a specific one again...
The reason i dont ask her, is I trained her well in manipulation, as she is controlling as ****, and to ease tension at times (for alot of petty ****, not even bad over the years) I had to cover things up. Shes not as good as I am but is also a recovering alchoholic like myself, and if anyone knows anything about that, well then you know. Also on saturday (too late for a fake letter of course) we had another blowout fight, that started with her *****ing at me, then becomming clingy / needy as all hell when I tried to get out of the situation. As I was getting inraged and Im working on my anger. But since she got in my way of fleeing for 30 minutes, I ****ed up my hand pretty bad as I punched a giant pine at full force to ease the rage, and calm down.
I am nearly done with her but all the time spent, my obsessive nature, and my thinking she was 100%, along with her actions, made me want to stay. If this turns out to be true (letter) Ill toss her to the side for good, but I need to not let on I know untill I can find out for sure, or I wont be able to find out. She will cover it up if I let on.
So yeah thanks for reading, my vent looking for some insight, yet also ment to clear my head by getting it all out... Till the next episode of my dementia...
ps. if it was you... and I find out its legit thanks hehe
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