There's a couple of us that know how you feel more than others. Though I don't approve of your cheating on your ex, I know how bad it feels to be cheated on, especially for a length of time, so I do know where your coming from and know how hard it is to get through it. I think cheating is the lowest of the low, low, low. I'm sorry it happened to you, whether you walked into it or not. Omaha will be a good way to release some anxiety and anger. I didn't have much availiable to help get my mind off things right after it happened when it was most critical, so you've got one big thing going for you already. Things I can confirm 100% are... don't have any contact with him unless he has something of yours of significant material value. Even then, make sure it's worth the risk of more emotions interacting with them again. They won't change, once a cheat, always a cheat... <--boy that one was a hard one to learn, I was really pigheaded into thinking that people can change for the better. I have so far been proven wrong every time. Get rid of pics, emails, notes, all that crap. They aren't even worth the memories of your heart. f*** em, write em off, move on to better things. If they ever did change for the better (doubtful) and realized what they let go, they'll go to the ends of the earth to prove it, so don't wait around for that s*** either.
