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Fri Aug 04, 2006 9:08 am
I don't mind sharing fella's, perhaps someone will be able to learn from my mistakes. I've been a work hard play harder guy my entire life, t include my 13 years in the USAF Spec Ops. I could place blame on circumstances or depression or the ops tempo with deployments, but in the end everything we do comes down to the simple choices we make everyday. About a year or so ago, I was at a party...pretty trashed, I was already an alky, when a "friend" asked if I wanted to do some coke. I am no spring chicken having grown up in the Boston area, so I said yes without even thinking about it. So that got me invloved with a group of people I would haven otherwise not known...or atleast no hung around. But like I said, it was my choice. Over the next few months my usage increased but not to the point where it was beyond my control. That is until about Sep of last year, I started using coke pretty much all the time. I endangered myself and the lives of all the aircrew I flew with. Somthing that I'll live with for the rest of my life. It lasted until December 21, 2005 when I failed a random urinalysis. I was arrested and removed from my work, then I was enrolled into a rehab where I stayed at a halfway house and the whole deal. Absolutely the best experience I've ever had. On Dec 21, the USAF saved my life, I firmly believe that. On April 6 I pleaded guilty to diverse use of cocaine and was sentenced to 7 months confinement in a military prison.
The hardest part of the entire ordeal was telling my wife who I had been hiding my drug use from the whole time, then having to leave her to deal with the burdens of life by herself to include selling our house and moving onto base all alone.
I get out Sep 22...We all aren't lucky enough to catch a second chance at life. I fortunatly recieved such a gift. I have read two books on fabrication, to include chassis. I've read 3 automotive books to include Corky's Max Boost. So I have plenty of things planned out for after my release. I don't know if I'll keep up with Ivan but i'll be pretty fast none the less.
I miss all of you guys and look forward to spending alot more time here in the near future.
So stay off the drugs...they're simply not worth it.
PeaceWD