It wasn't a screw up on a person. More like a screw up of time.
I dunno what to think and if anyone is to blame. Story goes:
I can't read the charts, I don't know what their next visit is( this is written from their last visit, stating when and what their next visit is for ) and the chick up front is a total b**ch. You question her on anything and she tosses you an attitude. I'm new there right and I have experience, but every office works differently and honest to God, they haven't really shown me anything at this office. They didn't show me their sterilize method so I'm using my last offices techniques ( problem is, this office doesn't have a clean side and a dirty side

), I have to locate things myself and since this office is having the reins turned over to a new DDS, she's moving things around, so I learn where something is and it's no longer there the next day I come in. This is nothing but an add on to my problem
My problem is I'm not learning quick enough to their standards. Their standards is paper, and I was trained on a paperless system, meaning I worked with computers. In the computer system, I was able to track who was coming in for their visit, what their visit is for, is it a scheduled visit or was this an emergency visit, etc. I have full blame on putting the wrong instruments in the room, that's my fault yes and I do continually forget things ( x-ray tabs for a bite-wing x-ray, I forgot to put the high speed handpiece, I'm told to get something from another room ) and that's where I feel like shxt. But it's certainly not helping that I don't know what procedures are going on and I honestly can't ask questions. Why? because the b**ch up front will tell me, "look at the chart" and the doctors are too busy for me to ask a question so I'm flying blind and just getting in the way.
Come Monday, at the end of the day, I'll ask them if I'm progressing. If not, I'll tell them good day and thank you. I'm obviously not learning anything there if I'm not progressing and I'm not gonna waste my time there when I could be searching for a job or reading up procedures and my upcoming written state tests. It just makes me feel like shxt that I'm working for free and I'm being told "You're in the way." Makes me want to quit the field, and I don't believe it's totally my fault and I don't know where to go for help.