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Wed Jan 23, 2013 9:07 am
I have a stance on doping, and then I have a stance on Armstrong's approach.
My stance on doping - those of us in this room can barely fathom the physical stress it takes to compete at elite levels in any form of athletics. I was training exceptionally hard for a BJJ competition last year and was in the gym every single day rolling and getting beat up. I only went hard for probably 2 hours a day (and I ended up breaking my foot the week before the competition and never competed). That's at 2 hours a day in technique only (not including the two hours daily of conditioning with plyometric workouts, weight training, and cardio). I never took anything, but I damn well wanted to. There wasn't a day I wasn't sore or hurt in some way. These guys that do this for a living train day in, day out, full time. Most of us sit at a desk full time. Last year, I was easily in the best shape of my life, but I was completely beat up, and I'm still recovering from a lot of the injuries I sustained while training last year. To compete at a high level, you almost need to overtrain in order to succeed. It has to become your life.
You train and exercise to get stronger - you dope to recover faster to facilitate the intense training schedules you have. Sorry, but considering my own mental state of being after the rigors of training for that, I completely understand why people do it.
On to Lance...
The whole thing was wrong. The lawsuits, etc. I know he's not sorry for doping, etc. I completely understand why. The thing that sucks is that his punishment won't be what he truly deserves - as long as he is alive, he will have the memories of crossing the finish line first, the celebrations, the money, the fame, the fortune, and everything that came with the glory of winning no matter the cost and after all of the training he did. He will always have that reward - the reward of success no matter the cost. None of us can ever take that away from him no matter how many trophies we take or shameful interviews we put him through.
Take solace in the fact that he will get what he deserves one day. Hope that he will have to look a kid dying of cancer in the face knowing that there were bigger things that he was meant to stand for than his cycling trophies and Nike endorsements. He doesn't regret any of his actions because he was never thinking about any of this, and he never truly cared about any of this. When the day comes that he fully realizes the depth of his wrongdoing, he will be irrelevant and alone at a time in his life when the athleticism he covets so much has long left him.
We have all done things in pursuit of a dream that we're not necessarily proud of. The difference is that we must always do our dead-level best to be accountable for what we do, and we should always take into account those who are affected by our actions. If you're caught doing something much less than ideal, suck it up and deal with it. Lance did not do this - he was fixated on his goals and dreams and nothing else. Along the way, he missed the people that hitched a ride along with him such as all the cancer patients. Maybe he though the Livestrong foundation was a way to square all that up - we may never know. The truth will always eventually come out, and if you build the your house on a foundation of mistruths, then it will eventually fail you and the whole thing will come down. He will live in this for the rest of his life, I assure you.