now thats more like it jeff!

be thankful you walked away unhurt!!! and get on it to finding a new car! whatever it may be...
i wrecked my 1991 mr2 turbo 8 days after i got it...i just got my license and i loved my 2...it was dark blue with a reaaaaaaly sweet clean body kit, that had a sublte chin spoiler, nice side skirts, and a little rear lip thing....it had a notchy little short shifter and a sweet sounding dual exhaust... and i hit a concrete wall in the rain...totaling it! i broke my nose in the wreck from the airbag, but other than that walked away unharmed...
man i miss it still, but wrecking it taught me to be more careful in the rain, and it lead me to my 240...which is a waaaay better car! so you see something good will come from all this bad...i promise! you just gotta hang in there man... and from the sound of it you are...
i'm sorry for your loss, and i hope you the best...
sincerely,Sean