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Thu Jul 15, 2004 6:00 pm
I deleted a stupid *****ing thread. Not sure what the hell happened last night, I just kinda lost it. Happens from time to time when I think about stuff too much.
In a way, I agree, S13guy. I do make my life too dramatic, but there is more to it than there seems to be. I've tried to avoid drama time and time again and it just kinda happens. Part of it is simply because of the unique attributes to the area that I live. Ask 240kid or I<3drifting, this area is pretty odd in that respect. They go to a different school than I do, lucky them, my school is the central arena for the drama and sillyness that occurs in this area.
If I could bring myself to do it, I wouldn't care about dip****... but I can't do that. I honestly need tougher skin, and I know it. Something about the fact that her own damn brother didn't stop his friends from trying to use her pissed me off to no end. That on top of being stupidly amazed by a chick I met 9 days ago kinda got to me. I saw the latter chick tonight, went out for a nice dinner, she's great y'all, no *****ing tonight. I'm happy, nothing/noone else matters to me but her and happiness. Yeah, I know it sounds silly, as I am 17, but whatever, I'm gonna enjoy the hand I just got dealt.